Thoughts Written on Paper by Corina DC

Te iubesc nevasta (versiune in romana) (scris 25.12.2024) Te iubesc, nevasta ca-mi luminezi viata Te iubesc, nevasta caci esti singura     ce imi arata si daruieste iubire Te iubesc nevasta     caci doar tu arati ca iti pasa     chiar daca nu sunt cea mai frumoasa Te iubesc, nevasta     ca imi esti alaturi     pe vant si ploaie     cand toti ceilalti pleaca Te iubesc nevasta     ca imi dai iubire     cand toti ceilalti respingere Te iubesc, nevasta     cand stam in casa     si te tin in brate     cand imi esti alaturi     cand sufar doar pierderi Te iubesc, nevasta Iti multumesc pentru iubire     pentru incredere,     pentru sustinere,     pentru dragoste Te iubesc nevasta      Iti multumesc ca imi esti alaturi chiar daca sunt ranita, falita, bolnava, obosita Iti multumesc ca mi-ai ramas alaturi chiar daca eu nu iti pot fi ...

Shitty Life  English Version Written on 16.12.2024,  Shitty life, so, so shitty life No point to living No point to being Human being Shitty life, so, so shitty life No point to living No point to being Human being Moment of true We all go through But soon we all understand That all that remains is despair Shitty life, so, so shitty life No point to living No point to being Human being Shitty life, so, so shitty life No point to living No point to being Human being Shitty, shitty life We all get died That is no surprise We all get there Shitty life, so, so shitty life No point to living No point to being Human being Shitty life, so, so shitty life No point to living No point to being Human being

Rejected (English version) April 8, 2024 Rejection, the only thing received from life Rejected from life, rejected to be born Existence rejected Rejected to be born Lost in life Rejected when I breathe, when I speak Rejected when I breathe Rejected that I live Rejected as existing Rejected when I scream Rejected even when I'm silent Rejected whatever I do Rejected even when I don't do it Existential rejection Of the one who is too silent to believe Rejection as an art Lost in life                                                   Just reject -------------------------------------------------------------------- Respinsa (versiune in romana) April 8, 2024     Respingere, singurul lucru primit de la viata Respinsa din viata, respinsa sa se nasca Existenta respinsa Respinsa sa se nasca Pierduta in viata   Re...

The Smell of Death (English version) Written April 2, 2024 Sweet smell             premonitory of the end Sweet perfume             inviting to death Beginning of the carnal end Premonitory of escape             from life, from this state.   Continuous perfume             conveyed by the near end Gentle call             to the eternal end Dear liberation             from carnal suffering Flavor enhancer             of tender flowers and perfume What envelops a body             summoned by Death I feel you and I feel them ...

Black Corpse (English version) Written April 2, 2024 Dad, I saw your black hand And I knew I found you             and I lost you I saw your black leg             and I knew how you would leave I heard your clock ringing             but I didn't hear you when you called me And I still wonder how.     Dad, I took your curses             and the stench And I will carry them to the ground. Dad, I will remember the rejection             that's all you gave me And the pain             it's all that's left Stay in the smoke             to lose you from my mind ---------...

My Angel (English version) Written on 27.02.2023 You are my angel Who was with me when I fell Who gave me wings When I hit the ground Who gave me faith When I met death Who stayed by my side When my world was broken Which kept me When everything around fell apart You are the only one who believed in me When I didn't believe either   You are my family, my partner, my lover You are my hope and strength You are my fulfillment and trust --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ingerul meu Scris im 27.02.2023 Esti ingerul meu Care mi-a fost alaturi cand am cazut Care mi-a dat aripi Cand m-am lovit de pamant Care mi-a dat credinta Cand m-am intalnit cu moartea Care mi-a stat alaturi Cand lumea mi s-a naruit Care m-a tinut Cand totul in jur s-a destramat Esti singura care a crezut in mine Atunci cand nici eu nu mai credeam   Imi esti familie, partenera, iubita ...

Sweet madness (English version) Written on  27.02.2022 Sweet madness Of latest times Sweet love For some wrong More real and dignified Than crooked love   In 8 years you have been with me In life and death You're my partner Among the waves of life I lived the joys And we were together Through turbulent times too We will be a team In peace and in battle I love you now and always And I will always be with you  Everywhere life will take us I hope always life will bind us To be my girlfriend, sister, lover And most of all, cherished ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dulce Nebunie (versiune in romana) Scrisa in 27.02.2022 Dulce nebunie A vremii din urma, Dulce iubire Pentru unii pagana Mai reala si demna Ca dragostea stramba. In 8 ani mi-ai fost alaturi In viata si moarte Imi esti partenera Printre ale vietii valuri, Am trait bucurii Si ne-am fost alaturi Prin vremuri si tulburi Vom fi echipa Si-n pace si-n lupta. Te iubesc ac...

The Dark Side (English version) Written on 24.02.2022 Welcome to my dark side Full of doubts And mistrusts Fear and black thoughts Welcome to my dark side Where the smile dies And the silence slowly disappears Deleted by anger and despair Welcome to my dark side Where I despise everything I meet Where I run away from everything I find Where I hate myself the most Welcome to my dark side When dreams fall into disrepair When I hide from myself Between empty glasses Welcome to my dark side Where I don't want to live anymore And I play the perverse game Against me War inside in war outside ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The Dark Side (versiune in romana si engleza) Scrisa in 24.02.2022 Welcome to my dark side Plina de indoieli Si de neincredere De frici si ganduri negre Welcome to my dark side Unde zambetul moare Si linistea incet dispare Sterse de furie si disperare Welcome to my dark side Unde dispretuiesc tot c...

No Walls (English version) Written on 30.01.2022 No walls, no stability No points of comfort For a dark moment My heart beats in void. Lost in the horizon My house has a wound And the soul hurts, Looking for relief. Where are you? Where am I Lost in a void This is the new void. It breaks the heart, The past in two And a gate appears Towards a new world It's not just freedom, It's fear and death, There are lost walls I'm without alleviation. I would run away from the world To look for you, But my love is raped Of pain and fear, My heart is lost In the abyss and drama I'm looking for a relief, Do I still deserve it? I, myself I am lost In a dead world, I would look for you, But I’m lost myself.                             In Memory of my past… You can find this published at Inkfeathers Publishing in  Home Is Where the Heart Is -------------------------------------------...

Woman T (English version) Written in 02.04.2021   What can I do ? I have no power It's a little sad For those who struggle I have too much testosterone All natural, without  artificial What this makes me ? At first it was anger and the rest of it But I learned to control it And to understand men They're kind of simple The violent ones are also scared When I get angry They're afraid of me I just have to respond to the attack Without hitting once I make them with attitude I tried to treat myself What a miracle, how cool I don't like crying And feminine moods don’t represent me So I gave up gentle I remained woman With too much male inside So I understand both And none on me I can also understand the masculine But also the feminine And uncontrollable anger But also gentle emotion I am neither yin or yang  But I contain them both I'm who I am And how I express myself

I am (English version) Written on 07.03.2021 I'm a broad spectrum Of lights and shadows But I get lost more often Among the deep mists I'm a flash of hope What is waiting to fall Because lifting He couldn't I'm a lost shard Lost and not found Thrown away and unwanted Which is hidden I'm a black hole Of widowed desires Let it fall Until his own loss ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Sunt (versiune in romana) Scrisa in 07.03.2021 Sunt un spectru larg De lumini si umbre Dar ma pierd mai des Printre adanci neguri Sunt o falsa speranta Ce asteapta sa cada Ca de ridicat N-a putut vr-odata Sunt un ciob ratacit Pierdut si negasit Aruncat si nedorit Care sta pitit Sunt o gaura neagra De dorinte vaduvite Lasate sa cada Pana la risipa

I don't belong (English version) Written on  05.03.2021 I don't belong to life I don't belong to death Because no one wants me   I do not belong to the good I don't belong to the evil  Because I'm not complying anywhere I do not belong to love I don't belong to hate Because if I found them, I didn't give them away I do not belong to the world I don't belong to dreaming Because I can't find myself I don't belong to you I don't belong to me  Because I'm just made to past ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Nu apartin (versiune in romana) Scrisa in 05.03.2021 Nu apartin vietii Nu apartin nici mortii Caci nici una nu ma vrea Nu apartin binelui Nu apartin nici raului Caci nicaieri nu ma conformez Nu apartin dragostei Nu apartin nici urii Caci daca le-am gasit, nu le-am daruit Nu apartin lumii Nu apartin visarii Caci nu ma regasesc Nu apartin tie Nu apartin nici mie Caci sunt facuta doar sa ...

I refuse (English version) Written on 04.03.2021 I refuse to be part of the statistics Even if death demands it I've been fighting her since the beginning And I will fight her again As long as I have blood in my system A thousand broken thunders A thousand enlightened minds Can't stand in my way Can’t lead my steps One shot, one bullet, one chance I play at the limit once again Russian roulette with two bullets on the rail I haven't had a chance since I was born I have a little death at the door Who misses every day So I live longer than you I'm the walking dead Who fights for your life I refuse to go into statistics Because statistics don't give me a chance I have the fire inside Which keeps me going Over the dead On war and peace ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Refuz (versiune in romana si engleza) Scrisa in 04.03.2021 Refuz sa fac parte din statistica Chiar daca moartea m-ar cere Ma lupt cu ea de cand m...

After seven years (English version) Written on 27.02.2021 We chose to always remain friends Whatever may happen We went through the disease together We were together through death We supported each other When others wanted to bring down our spirits We chose to remain good friends Even if love is fading away Because we built our relationship on respect and trust And we will support each other at any time Wherever the road will take us Even if on separate paths We chose a strong friendship To let our humanity guide us Because this is a strong path in life We know our secrets, our dreams We also know our pain We also accept our feelings We support our projects When others tear us down --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dupa sapte ani (versiune in romana) Scrisa in 27.02.2021   Am ales sa ramanem mereu prietene Orice s-ar intampla Am trecut impreuna prin boala Ne-am fost alaturi si in moarte Ne-am sustinut una pe alta Cand alti...

I'm that human (English version) Written on 14.01.2021 I'm that human Which is chosen as the last option in a team And I choose to stay the last to save the herd Because I know I don’t belong in there I'm that human Which no one understands And everyone bypasses me Until they need me I'm that human Who chooses to look like a member of the weakest team Just to take the blows in their place Because they need time to build trust I'm that human Which does not hesitate to stay put That the others have time to move forward Because they need that more than me I'm that human Who gave up everything And I turned my back on the family For a belief I'm that human Who stays with you Just because I believe in you Even if, in the end, you will turn your back on me I'm that human Which gets no chance in the game But I do my best To support who I think deserves the most -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Sunt omul ala ...

Divergent (English version) Written on 13.01.2021 Divergent Ready to fall Ready to jump into the abyss I don’t follow in the footsteps of others I change my direction every day   Divergent I can't dream My mind is an abyss I dissect the past Ready to analyze the future Divergent I'm not part of any group I don’t lead and I don’t let myself be led I do not fit into any paradigm Because I don't belong to anyone, I'm border-less Divergent I have no dreams Because tomorrow I haven’t built it yet Don't try to read me I'm not hiding, I'm just transforming Divergent I look changeable like the surface of the sea But my mind is hiding in the depths of the ocean Every deed has at least one meaning Every word has at least one sense Divergent My mind is not going in just one direction I am freer and more stable than you can imagine Divergent, convergent I have thousand faces and they are all the same ----------------------------------------------------------------------...

            Now, more than ever, you are your own remedy. Love yourself, accept yourself, understand yourself, use everything you feel that will help you and enjoy the simple things that brighten your day. You are the power within you, you are the power, the light and the hope for those around you. You are not alone, it just seems to you.           Loneliness is a difficult feeling to carry on, especially during the holidays. Alone because we lost a loved one, lonely because the family is far away and you can't reach them, lonely because we feel misunderstood even though we are surrounded by friends, lonely when friends are far away, lonely because there is no one around, lonely because you are afraid that others will see you suffer, alone because that's how it happened, alone because that's how you want it, alone because alone.             In other years, when you were going through loneliness you...

          Try to learn new things, to adapt, to change your field of activity. You can even evolve professionally if you take advantage of this period.           It will be a hard time, do not lose confidence in yourself, do not lose yourself in the system.           I prefer stable and long-lasting relationships, anything else in my life I like to be constantly changing. As a result, when my boss, after almost 8 years of collegiality, forced me to respect the work schedule and to come to work at fixed hours, I decided it was time to look for another job. So far nothing special just that in the meantime the staff selection has become an annoying bullshit. If at the beginning you went to the interview, you showed the man what you know how to do and you're done, you were hired. Now you have to lie, to impress a man who has no idea about the job, to learn like a parrot  some answers on the intern...

          Try to make peace with yourself. You may not have been able to talk to your loved ones, whom you have definitely lost in the fight against the disease, but you can write a message for them, how you feel, on a helium balloon to release into the sky or on a piece of paper to burn at the end. You will cry a lot, but you will be able to free yourself from the emotional burden that is pressing on you. Make peace!           A difficult time for anyone is to meet the death of a loved one. No matter how prepared you are for this, it still affects you.           In 2014, a very important person to me fought the battle of her life with lung cancer. Every step taken was a tiring effort, for any action she needed a break to recover. The hardest part was the moment she lost her breath, when she could no longer breathe, she had panic attacks that made her breathing even more difficult. I soon realized ...

          We can help each other get through this difficult time. Each of us has our own skills and knowledge that can help others. Let’s use this!           Let's pay attention to the important people in our lives. Let's try to really listen to them and, if we don't know or can't help them, let's not do more harm. Let's stay with them when they need to.           From any bad thing or hard time something good can come out. It only depends on ourselves how we look at things.           Now I'm going to change the way I am writing. I will write about myself, because I allow myself to laugh at myself and I will write in English to fit the text.           In one year I felt alone, used, misunderstood. I'm not used to asking for help, but then I thought that if I still have an army of fellow psychologists, I'll be sure to find out quickly what'...