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Past

Past written in English - 07.01.2026   Turbulent past Hidden pains Past collapses Past movements Past wounds Hidden in the fog, Sometimes they come to life   Lose yourself in amazement Look for yourself in tears To be reborn from the fog This whole world, Will lose you in life   Past paths Past pains Past losses Turn your life When you are lost in the fog   Pain knocks you down Pain frees you Pain is your guide Pain is your mentor The past is lost It is lost in silence A whole world Does not seem to know That all life, It hides in melancholy   Eternal pain Hidden in the fog Born hope   Years passed, lives pass Became lessons People passed, lost relationships Turned into wounds Roads passed, paths passed Turned into maps It is not great but it is life So learn ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Trec...

Erupt

Erupt written in English - 07.01.2026       Past   We fight each other silently And we destroy the planet's resources We fall into ignorance We pretend to know better We destroy each other Who's next?   Fall, relapse and fall again We erupt into the ocean We destroy a habitat   I no longer believe in eternal themes I no longer believe in external probabilities We pretend to care When money decides, We are led by petty interests   I no longer believe in tomorrow I don't believe it will be better The sky is hidden by petty furnaces        Present We lose ourselves in chemicals And smile bitterly at the Sun The world becomes a desert We become a shadow for the earth We put flames in art To stop a world from falling The disillusionment of a burning Earth We are crazy to still believe In sterile words I wonder why We lose ourselves in sterile lies When our world burns ...

If I die, I say goodbye

If I die, I say goodbye  (English version) written 30.04.2025 If I die, I say goodbye I am that sad distraught. Who is playing a forbidden game   If I die, I say goodbye If I die, I say goodbye Don't miss the chance.             To live your life   If I die, I say goodbye             I'm just sorry I disappointed you.             Because you know well what I loved you Loving you was my time Holding you was my best time Love you now and forever Sorry for being an end gamer   If I die, I say goodbye If I die, I say goodbye This sad distraught Who had a forbidden dream   So, if I die, I say goodbye             For me, death is paradise.             I'm just sorry I disappointed you.   ...

Merry Shitty Christmas

Merry Shitty Christmas Written 16.12.2024, English version Merry Shitty Christmas And Happy Fuck You Go to hell and stay there   It's that time of year When we pretend to be happy The most disgusting time of the year When we pretend to care For the people we avoid during the rest of the year When the unfortunate ones Are forced to smile in the pictures To pretend to be happy   Merry Shitty Christmas And Happy Fuck You   The disgusting moment When we pretend to be happy And we ware posing falsely Around people we don't want A sinister torture of souls Struck by loneliness Treated with indifference   Merry Shitty Christmas And Happy Fuck You When we give big gifts From empty souls And we pretend that we are fine To not fall into disgrace   Merry Shitty Christmas And Happy Fuck You Go to hell with a fucked smile -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------...

Running from myself

Running from myself June 10, 2024   Running from myself I became a ronin I belong to nothing Living on the edge of faptic   Running from myself I became static Living non-ecstatic I care about nothing   Running from myself I became eretic Losing sense of etic I hide over burning   Running from myself I became silent Screamming in my silence I can’t overhear   Running from myself I became lonely I hide from interactions I don’t believe in anyone   Running from myself I became a ronin I belong to nothing Living on the edge of faptic

Dancing with Death - Dansand cu moartea

Dancing with Death (English version) May 9, 2024 The bells of eternal silence sing Great beautiful sublime Great beautiful morbid I live even though the future didn't give me a chance, I live even though my future is dead. The bells of eternal silence sing In the sweet ringing Sublime perfumery Soft morbidity      show me the way From which you turned my path. The bells of eternal silence sing I sat at the table Instead on the table You turned your back on me And you left me alive Even though you took my life I sat at the same table And you left me alive Just to give you my life The bells of eternal silence sing --------------------------------------------------- Dansand cu moartea (versiune in romana) May 9, 2024 Bat clopotele a tacere eterna Prea frumoasa sublima Prea frumoasa morbida Traiesc desi viitorul nu mi-a dat o sansa, Traiesc desi viitorul mi-e mort. Bat clopotele a tacere eterna In dulcele dangat Parfumiera sublima Parfumiera morbida Arata-mi drumul ...

Unansered Questions - Intrebari fara raspuns

Unansered Questions (English version) May 9, 2024 What is the purpose of living? When you no longer have any purpose to live. What is the point of being alive? When everything that made you feel alive disappears. Ask and hope Search and despair You are sinking into the swamp of madness, Looking for a form of immortality Because in the end,      everything has an end Same ending What's the point of looking for an endless road? What's the point of trying? When everything you tried you failed. What's the point of looking? When everything you found you lost. What's the point of wanting more? When in the end you just despair. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Intrebari fara raspuns (versiune in romana) May 9, 2024 Care e scopul sa traiesti? Cand nu mai ai nici un scop in viata. Care e rostul sa fii viu? Cand tot ce te-a facut sa te simti viu dispare. Intrebi si speri, Cauti si disperi, Te afunzi in mlastina...

Attack - Atac

 Attack (English version) Written   April 4, 2024 I hunt you, I follow you, I attack you I hunt you, I follow you, I'm only attacking you in your mind My indifference is the best revenge But you stay hidden Don't let me know when you come back I already left.        I hunt you, I follow you, I attack you I hunt you, I follow you, I'm only attacking you in your mind My indifference is the best answer But you are hiding Maybe I'll give you another chance Even if you don't deserve it. I hunt you, I follow you, I attack you I hunt you, I follow you, I'm only attacking you in your mind Indifference is the best answer Each one with her trauma, But yours is not mine And mine is not yours.   I hunt you, I follow you, I attack you I hunt you, I follow you, I'm only attacking you in your mind Indifference is the best revenge But you are hiding Anyway, you don't have the courage to confront Wh...

Silent - Tacute

Silent (English version) Written   April 2, 2024 The silent nights             the past days Silent despair             past hopes, Silent thoughts             The dead past in everyone's buried thoughts.   Silent dreams             past night Forget the world             Forgotten by all Without asking             without giving Without wanting to,             without being able to.    Past today             silent yesterday the past of time,         ...

End - Sfarsit

End (English version) Written on 02.04.2024 Did I matter to you once? I never mattered to you You fooled me too many times I believed in you once Now I don't even believe in my shadow I hoped to be well someday Now I'm just something bad I lost a whole world Trying to be part of it I lost myself Trying to be what it wants me to be I don't believe in the future anymore I don't believe in tomorrow anymore I do not believe in you anymore I don't even believe in myself anymore A whole world to fall A whole world is dead And I still didn't want it to end like this ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Sfarsit (Romanian version) Scris la 02.04.2024 Am contat pentru tine odata? N-am contat pentru tine nicicand M-ai prostit de prea multe ori   Am crezut in tine candva Acum nu mai cred nici in umbra mea Am sperat sa fac bine candva Acum sunt doar rea   Am pierdut o lume intreaga Incercand sa fac parte din ea M-am pie...

My Angel - Ingerul meu

My Angel (English version) Written on 27.02.2023 You are my angel Who was with me when I fell Who gave me wings When I hit the ground Who gave me faith When I met death Who stayed by my side When my world was broken Which kept me When everything around fell apart You are the only one who believed in me When I didn't believe either   You are my family, my partner, my lover You are my hope and strength You are my fulfillment and trust --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ingerul meu Scris im 27.02.2023 Esti ingerul meu Care mi-a fost alaturi cand am cazut Care mi-a dat aripi Cand m-am lovit de pamant Care mi-a dat credinta Cand m-am intalnit cu moartea Care mi-a stat alaturi Cand lumea mi s-a naruit Care m-a tinut Cand totul in jur s-a destramat Esti singura care a crezut in mine Atunci cand nici eu nu mai credeam   Imi esti familie, partenera, iubita ...

Madman

Madman (French and English version) Written on 05.05.2021 Madame je suis madman Madman de amour Amour tout jour Jour et nuit Nuit et non pas petit Petit enamore  Enamore enchanté Enchanté pour toi Toi é très belle Belle d'esprit Espirit brillant Madame je suis madman Madman de amour Amour tous Tous les regards, toutes les trouvailles Trouvailles toi Toi es spécial Madame je suis madman Madman pour ton amour Amour enchanté Enchanté à découvrir Découvrir toi et découvrir moi Madame je suis madman Madman de amour Amour brise les murs Murs de cachette, murs de peur Peur dans mon âme âme ouverte à toi Madame je suis madman Madman de amour Amour est une chanson Chanson du coeur Coeur qui bat pour toi ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Madman  (English version) Written on 05.05.2021 Madam I am madman Madman of love Love all day Day and night Night and not a little Little enamore Enamore delighted Delighted to you You are v...