Thoughts Written on Paper by Corina DC

Shitty Life  English Version Written on 16.12.2024,  Shitty life, so, so shitty life No point to living No point to being Human being Shitty life, so, so shitty life No point to living No point to being Human being Moment of true We all go through But soon we all understand That all that remains is despair Shitty life, so, so shitty life No point to living No point to being Human being Shitty life, so, so shitty life No point to living No point to being Human being Shitty, shitty life We all get died That is no surprise We all get there Shitty life, so, so shitty life No point to living No point to being Human being Shitty life, so, so shitty life No point to living No point to being Human being

Merry Shitty Christmas Written 16.12.2024, English version Merry Shitty Christmas And Happy Fuck You Go to hell and stay there   It's that time of year When we pretend to be happy The most disgusting time of the year When we pretend to care For the people we avoid during the rest of the year When the unfortunate ones Are forced to smile in the pictures To pretend to be happy   Merry Shitty Christmas And Happy Fuck You   The disgusting moment When we pretend to be happy And we ware posing falsely Around people we don't want A sinister torture of souls Struck by loneliness Treated with indifference   Merry Shitty Christmas And Happy Fuck You When we give big gifts From empty souls And we pretend that we are fine To not fall into disgrace   Merry Shitty Christmas And Happy Fuck You Go to hell with a fucked smile -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------...

Fuck You All (English version) Wrritten 22.10.2024 Fuck you all     friends and enemies,     without discrimination. I'll fuck everyone in your mouth You all just used me     until breakdown. When I needed help You all drove Or you treated me like shit And when you needed help Only then did you look for me But no one reached out     to get me out of my shit You only showed superiority. Fuck you all     friends and enemies,     without discrimination. I'll fuck everyone in your mouth That you all just used me     until breakdown. Suck the dick everyone,     ordinary pretenders,       fake friends. I'll give you a big blow And with a smile on my face I'm going to take your dead in my dick I will grinned sinister from my shel -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Fuck You All (versiune in romana si engleza) Scris 22.10.2024 Fuck you all   ...

Suicide (English version) Wrritten 22.10.2024 Suicide Let's smile beautifully Society wants us to think positively Even without reason Society does not accept suffering Let's sink in falsity Until the last breath. If you say it hurts, Society rejects you Come on, be strong! If you ask for help, Society imposes severely Be positive! Suicide Let's smile beautifully Society wants us to think positively Even without reason Society does not accept suffering Let's sink in falsity Until the last breath. If you feel that you can't do it anymore and it's hurts Society imposes brainwashing You have to smile forced and fake, but you smiles If you pull the trigger, you're a coward! Suicide Let's smile beautifully Society wants us to think positively Even without reason Society does not accept suffering Let's sink in falsity Until the last breath. And when you get tired of shit Only one gesture remains With a smile on your face Smile and shoot! ------------------...

Self-Destruction (English version) Written 22.10.2024 Self-destruction, One shot, one bullet, one chance. I'm tired of believing, hoping, wishing I'm tired of living My life is just a sinister torture I just hope I don't catch tomorrow I live in vain, without purpose, without meaning I live only to suffer Self-destruction, One shot, one bullet, one chance. I'm tired of believing, hoping, wishing I'm tired of living My life is just a sinister torture I just hope I don't catch it again tomorrow. I don't believe in better anymore, I don't think there's space for me anymore, I don't believe in tomorrow anymore. Self-destruction, One shot, one bullet, one chance. I'm tired of believing, hoping, wishing I'm tired of living My life is just a sinister torture I just hope I don't catch it again tomorrow. Day after day, night after night, Eternal torture I cry among whispers... -------------------------------------------------------------------...

Running from myself June 10, 2024   Running from myself I became a ronin I belong to nothing Living on the edge of faptic   Running from myself I became static Living non-ecstatic I care about nothing   Running from myself I became eretic Losing sense of etic I hide over burning   Running from myself I became silent Screamming in my silence I can’t overhear   Running from myself I became lonely I hide from interactions I don’t believe in anyone   Running from myself I became a ronin I belong to nothing Living on the edge of faptic

Dancing with Death (English version) May 9, 2024 The bells of eternal silence sing Great beautiful sublime Great beautiful morbid I live even though the future didn't give me a chance, I live even though my future is dead. The bells of eternal silence sing In the sweet ringing Sublime perfumery Soft morbidity      show me the way From which you turned my path. The bells of eternal silence sing I sat at the table Instead on the table You turned your back on me And you left me alive Even though you took my life I sat at the same table And you left me alive Just to give you my life The bells of eternal silence sing --------------------------------------------------- Dansand cu moartea (versiune in romana) May 9, 2024 Bat clopotele a tacere eterna Prea frumoasa sublima Prea frumoasa morbida Traiesc desi viitorul nu mi-a dat o sansa, Traiesc desi viitorul mi-e mort. Bat clopotele a tacere eterna In dulcele dangat Parfumiera sublima Parfumiera morbida Arata-mi drumul ...

Insecurity (English version) May 9, 2024 I still wonder why I still lay in this fucking world With no purpose, just lost dreams I still lay in this fucking world I still wonder Why? I was always looking for a place Which I didn't find at all Just broken dreams Ruined hopes I'm just a waste in wind I still wonder why I still lay in this fucking world With no purpose, just lost dreams I still lay in this fucking world I still wonder Why? I never found my place I didn't belong to anything And when I hoped I only had to lose I still wonder why I still lay in this fucking world With no purpose, just lost dreams I still lay in this fucking world I still wonder Why? I no longer believe in hopes and people Everyone and every thing  is only temporary As fleeting as the past Past from which I got lost I still wonder why I still lay in this fucking world With no purpose, just lost dreams I still lay in this fucking world I still wonder Why? I don't believe in tomorrow anymore A...

 Attack (English version) Written   April 4, 2024 I hunt you, I follow you, I attack you I hunt you, I follow you, I'm only attacking you in your mind My indifference is the best revenge But you stay hidden Don't let me know when you come back I already left.        I hunt you, I follow you, I attack you I hunt you, I follow you, I'm only attacking you in your mind My indifference is the best answer But you are hiding Maybe I'll give you another chance Even if you don't deserve it. I hunt you, I follow you, I attack you I hunt you, I follow you, I'm only attacking you in your mind Indifference is the best answer Each one with her trauma, But yours is not mine And mine is not yours.   I hunt you, I follow you, I attack you I hunt you, I follow you, I'm only attacking you in your mind Indifference is the best revenge But you are hiding Anyway, you don't have the courage to confront Wh...

My Angel (English version) Written on 27.02.2023 You are my angel Who was with me when I fell Who gave me wings When I hit the ground Who gave me faith When I met death Who stayed by my side When my world was broken Which kept me When everything around fell apart You are the only one who believed in me When I didn't believe either   You are my family, my partner, my lover You are my hope and strength You are my fulfillment and trust --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ingerul meu Scris im 27.02.2023 Esti ingerul meu Care mi-a fost alaturi cand am cazut Care mi-a dat aripi Cand m-am lovit de pamant Care mi-a dat credinta Cand m-am intalnit cu moartea Care mi-a stat alaturi Cand lumea mi s-a naruit Care m-a tinut Cand totul in jur s-a destramat Esti singura care a crezut in mine Atunci cand nici eu nu mai credeam   Imi esti familie, partenera, iubita ...

The Dark Side (English version) Written on 24.02.2022 Welcome to my dark side Full of doubts And mistrusts Fear and black thoughts Welcome to my dark side Where the smile dies And the silence slowly disappears Deleted by anger and despair Welcome to my dark side Where I despise everything I meet Where I run away from everything I find Where I hate myself the most Welcome to my dark side When dreams fall into disrepair When I hide from myself Between empty glasses Welcome to my dark side Where I don't want to live anymore And I play the perverse game Against me War inside in war outside ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The Dark Side (versiune in romana si engleza) Scrisa in 24.02.2022 Welcome to my dark side Plina de indoieli Si de neincredere De frici si ganduri negre Welcome to my dark side Unde zambetul moare Si linistea incet dispare Sterse de furie si disperare Welcome to my dark side Unde dispretuiesc tot c...

My soul is home, My soul is deserted (English version) Written on 10.1.2021 Partea 1 - Inception   The window separates us, The window and an infinite décor, I'm hiding you from my way I keep you away. I hide through thoughts, I'm throwing between dreams, I'm wearing among fantasies, slightly banned. I'm thinking of you Even when a world is between us I miss you!             I'm waiting for you!                         You too? Partea 2 -  Insecurity  We are separated by the cry, When there is no room for words. Time separates us, When we are not in the same space. You can still hear my heart beating, Or do you prefer to change the frequency?   I felt your call And I caught you in dreams I showed you a world With no forbidden doors We played with words But the light scared you And you hide in the shadows You took my heart with you Let it be your shield, let it be your decor...

In the name of love (English version) Written on 27.06.2021 In the name of love You can change until you disappear But who will you remain in the end? Or you can transform and adapt Stay constant in feelings Without losing yourself on the road Love is an art To give and to ask To listen and to understand To be there When no one asks To stay there When the other doesn't believe anymore In the name of love I can change my whole life It's a sacrifice when I don't love It is a choice when I want and I am willing Love is not easy Love is not hard either If I see it as a sacrifice Either way, I will suffer If I live it assumed, as a choice My love can change me, us In the name of love I do not make sacrifices, but I make choices In sacrifices, in the end, you blame the other You are the only one responsible for you choices I choose to be consistent I choose to stay with you I choose to adapt I choose to try to understand you I choose to want to learn how I choose to be your road ...

I Want (English version) Written on 17.06.2021 I want to bring light to you In a bad day at work I'm a fan, what can I say Let's put them on fry I want to know if you love bad jokes I have a lot on my menu Just for fun of it I want to know what saddens you So I can be with you When it's hard for you I want to know what annoys you To tease you a little Just to have a reason to get over it I want to know how to make you happy The guilty pleasure of my life It's to put sincere smiles on your face I want to know what you like To pleasantly surprise you What you don’t like So I can understand you and adapt I want you to feel Appreciated and loved Even when you have a sad day I want us to travel through life With a pure soul With love, without fear ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I Want (versiune in romana si engleza) Scrisa in 17.06.2021 I want to bring light to you In a bad day at work I’m a ...