Thoughts Written on Paper by Corina DC

Shitty Life  English Version Written on 16.12.2024,  Shitty life, so, so shitty life No point to living No point to being Human being Shitty life, so, so shitty life No point to living No point to being Human being Moment of true We all go through But soon we all understand That all that remains is despair Shitty life, so, so shitty life No point to living No point to being Human being Shitty life, so, so shitty life No point to living No point to being Human being Shitty, shitty life We all get died That is no surprise We all get there Shitty life, so, so shitty life No point to living No point to being Human being Shitty life, so, so shitty life No point to living No point to being Human being

Fuck You All (English version) Wrritten 22.10.2024 Fuck you all     friends and enemies,     without discrimination. I'll fuck everyone in your mouth You all just used me     until breakdown. When I needed help You all drove Or you treated me like shit And when you needed help Only then did you look for me But no one reached out     to get me out of my shit You only showed superiority. Fuck you all     friends and enemies,     without discrimination. I'll fuck everyone in your mouth That you all just used me     until breakdown. Suck the dick everyone,     ordinary pretenders,       fake friends. I'll give you a big blow And with a smile on my face I'm going to take your dead in my dick I will grinned sinister from my shel -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Fuck You All (versiune in romana si engleza) Scris 22.10.2024 Fuck you all   ...

Suicide (English version) Wrritten 22.10.2024 Suicide Let's smile beautifully Society wants us to think positively Even without reason Society does not accept suffering Let's sink in falsity Until the last breath. If you say it hurts, Society rejects you Come on, be strong! If you ask for help, Society imposes severely Be positive! Suicide Let's smile beautifully Society wants us to think positively Even without reason Society does not accept suffering Let's sink in falsity Until the last breath. If you feel that you can't do it anymore and it's hurts Society imposes brainwashing You have to smile forced and fake, but you smiles If you pull the trigger, you're a coward! Suicide Let's smile beautifully Society wants us to think positively Even without reason Society does not accept suffering Let's sink in falsity Until the last breath. And when you get tired of shit Only one gesture remains With a smile on your face Smile and shoot! ------------------...

Self-Destruction (English version) Written 22.10.2024 Self-destruction, One shot, one bullet, one chance. I'm tired of believing, hoping, wishing I'm tired of living My life is just a sinister torture I just hope I don't catch tomorrow I live in vain, without purpose, without meaning I live only to suffer Self-destruction, One shot, one bullet, one chance. I'm tired of believing, hoping, wishing I'm tired of living My life is just a sinister torture I just hope I don't catch it again tomorrow. I don't believe in better anymore, I don't think there's space for me anymore, I don't believe in tomorrow anymore. Self-destruction, One shot, one bullet, one chance. I'm tired of believing, hoping, wishing I'm tired of living My life is just a sinister torture I just hope I don't catch it again tomorrow. Day after day, night after night, Eternal torture I cry among whispers... -------------------------------------------------------------------...

Running from myself June 10, 2024   Running from myself I became a ronin I belong to nothing Living on the edge of faptic   Running from myself I became static Living non-ecstatic I care about nothing   Running from myself I became eretic Losing sense of etic I hide over burning   Running from myself I became silent Screamming in my silence I can’t overhear   Running from myself I became lonely I hide from interactions I don’t believe in anyone   Running from myself I became a ronin I belong to nothing Living on the edge of faptic

Dancing with Death (English version) May 9, 2024 The bells of eternal silence sing Great beautiful sublime Great beautiful morbid I live even though the future didn't give me a chance, I live even though my future is dead. The bells of eternal silence sing In the sweet ringing Sublime perfumery Soft morbidity      show me the way From which you turned my path. The bells of eternal silence sing I sat at the table Instead on the table You turned your back on me And you left me alive Even though you took my life I sat at the same table And you left me alive Just to give you my life The bells of eternal silence sing --------------------------------------------------- Dansand cu moartea (versiune in romana) May 9, 2024 Bat clopotele a tacere eterna Prea frumoasa sublima Prea frumoasa morbida Traiesc desi viitorul nu mi-a dat o sansa, Traiesc desi viitorul mi-e mort. Bat clopotele a tacere eterna In dulcele dangat Parfumiera sublima Parfumiera morbida Arata-mi drumul ...

Insecurity (English version) May 9, 2024 I still wonder why I still lay in this fucking world With no purpose, just lost dreams I still lay in this fucking world I still wonder Why? I was always looking for a place Which I didn't find at all Just broken dreams Ruined hopes I'm just a waste in wind I still wonder why I still lay in this fucking world With no purpose, just lost dreams I still lay in this fucking world I still wonder Why? I never found my place I didn't belong to anything And when I hoped I only had to lose I still wonder why I still lay in this fucking world With no purpose, just lost dreams I still lay in this fucking world I still wonder Why? I no longer believe in hopes and people Everyone and every thing  is only temporary As fleeting as the past Past from which I got lost I still wonder why I still lay in this fucking world With no purpose, just lost dreams I still lay in this fucking world I still wonder Why? I don't believe in tomorrow anymore A...

Using Who ? (English version) April 17, 2024 Using me, using you, using who? Fake human interaction Smile for the camera!!! We speak in famous quotes, We smile like stars, We fart only daisies, The world lives in elegant corsets. We are all chic ladies Even men, not to be a heretic We are small, beautiful, cute, But a little bit fake. Using me, using you, using who? Fake human interaction Smile for the camera!!! We spin the world around us As we like "There is no one more important than me" Anyone who doesn't like me has a problem I don't have any farts in my brain. Come on, today is a celebration Smile in the camera You have a chance to be important Everyone sees you for 15 seconds Don't think that you really meant something. Using me, using you, using who? Fake human interaction Smile for the camera!!! We're all just numbers In surveys, in percentages  Forget the interaction Unfollow, unfriend, block, Next, another one To  admire me  to look at me. ...

Puppeteer (English version) April 16, 2024 I'm not your puppet in tears You are not my puppeteer You prefer fake people so they use you You want colored hearts that disappear in the fog You choose ugly lies to guide you You are looking for useless people to pretend to be wonderful I'm not your puppet in tears You are not my puppeteer You ask for kindness when you only offer indifference You ask for tolerance when you block others You demand respect when you only show arrogance I'm not your puppet in tears You are not my puppeteer I don't lie for fame,   not even for money I have nothing to lose I'm already lost All I have left is my dignity, not to forget that I am human -------------------------------------------------------------- Puppeteer (versiune in romana) April 16, 2024 I’m not your puppet in tears You are not my puppeteer Preferi oameni falsi sa te foloseasca Vrei inimioare colorate care dispar in ceata Alegi minciuni fromoase s...

Solitude April 9, 2024     Solitude             the dance of the broken soul between cheap people, fake humans, pretenders of love.   Solitude             the dance of the broken soul between fake relation, cheap situations, lost times.   Solitude             the dance of the broken soul between useless information, fake state of mind, pretended happiness.   Solitude             the dance of the broken soul between cheap people, fake relationships, broken souls.

Rejected (English version) April 8, 2024 Rejection, the only thing received from life Rejected from life, rejected to be born Existence rejected Rejected to be born Lost in life Rejected when I breathe, when I speak Rejected when I breathe Rejected that I live Rejected as existing Rejected when I scream Rejected even when I'm silent Rejected whatever I do Rejected even when I don't do it Existential rejection Of the one who is too silent to believe Rejection as an art Lost in life                                                   Just reject -------------------------------------------------------------------- Respinsa (versiune in romana) April 8, 2024     Respingere, singurul lucru primit de la viata Respinsa din viata, respinsa sa se nasca Existenta respinsa Respinsa sa se nasca Pierduta in viata   Re...

 Attack (English version) Written   April 4, 2024 I hunt you, I follow you, I attack you I hunt you, I follow you, I'm only attacking you in your mind My indifference is the best revenge But you stay hidden Don't let me know when you come back I already left.        I hunt you, I follow you, I attack you I hunt you, I follow you, I'm only attacking you in your mind My indifference is the best answer But you are hiding Maybe I'll give you another chance Even if you don't deserve it. I hunt you, I follow you, I attack you I hunt you, I follow you, I'm only attacking you in your mind Indifference is the best answer Each one with her trauma, But yours is not mine And mine is not yours.   I hunt you, I follow you, I attack you I hunt you, I follow you, I'm only attacking you in your mind Indifference is the best revenge But you are hiding Anyway, you don't have the courage to confront Wh...

The Smell of Death (English version) Written April 2, 2024 Sweet smell             premonitory of the end Sweet perfume             inviting to death Beginning of the carnal end Premonitory of escape             from life, from this state.   Continuous perfume             conveyed by the near end Gentle call             to the eternal end Dear liberation             from carnal suffering Flavor enhancer             of tender flowers and perfume What envelops a body             summoned by Death I feel you and I feel them ...

Black Corpse (English version) Written April 2, 2024 Dad, I saw your black hand And I knew I found you             and I lost you I saw your black leg             and I knew how you would leave I heard your clock ringing             but I didn't hear you when you called me And I still wonder how.     Dad, I took your curses             and the stench And I will carry them to the ground. Dad, I will remember the rejection             that's all you gave me And the pain             it's all that's left Stay in the smoke             to lose you from my mind ---------...