Running from myself

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Running from myself

June 10, 2024

 

Running from myself

I became a ronin

I belong to nothing

Living on the edge of faptic

 

Running from myself

I became static

Living non-ecstatic

I care about nothing

 

Running from myself

I became eretic

Losing sense of etic

I hide over burning

 

Running from myself

I became silent

Screamming in my silence

I can’t overhear

 

Running from myself

I became lonely

I hide from interactions

I don’t believe in anyone

 

Running from myself

I became a ronin

I belong to nothing

Living on the edge of faptic

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