How I am

How I am (English version)

Written on 18.09.2020

 

I’m not perfect and I know it

I don’t like people so much

I am "I" and they are "they"

Most of them are too fake to matter to me

But when I find someone special

I try to protect her because it's so rare

I become mad when I can't protect her because I'm too far away

 

I don't know how to lie; it's a handicap in this world

So if you don’t want to know my true opinion, don’t ask

The truth is relatively sometimes

I don’t trust people, I don't rely on them

So if I need something I try to manage on my own

 

I don't know to gossip

My friend tried to teach me, to be more popular she said

I fell gracefully; my brain falls asleep at this

 

I wanted to know what chances I had of entering the secret services

But the teacher told me:

You have the intelligence for that, 

            but you can't become a whore for a mission

I understood what he meant later, when I realized that

First of all, I have to like the person, with good and with bad

I like that you challenge me to become a better person

I like your eyes when you're happy

I like your smile when it's sincere

 

I value sincerity, honesty, truth and trust

Freedom to be authentic and interesting discussions     

                        are so important

I had some of that but love was missing

I didn't believe in it until I felt it

I would change a whole world just for that

And those who know me know that

 

I have always been a point of stability     

                    for the important people in my life

I give them security and confidence when they need it

I always try to accept and understand the needs of others

But sometimes I don't know how to express myself