Thoughts Written on Paper by Corina DC

Suicide (English version) Wrritten 22.11.2024 Suicide Let's smile beautifully Society wants us to think positively Even without reason Society does not accept suffering Let's sink in falsity Until the last breath. If you say it hurts, Society rejects you Come on, be strong! If you ask for help, Society imposes severely Be positive! Suicide Let's smile beautifully Society wants us to think positively Even without reason Society does not accept suffering Let's sink in falsity Until the last breath. If you feel that you can't do it anymore and it's hurts Society imposes brainwashing You have to smile forced and fake, but you smiles If you pull the trigger, you're a coward! Suicide Let's smile beautifully Society wants us to think positively Even without reason Society does not accept suffering Let's sink in falsity Until the last breath. And when you get tired of shit Only one gesture remains With a smile on your face Smile and shoot! ------------------

Self-Destruction (English version) Written 22.11.2024 Self-destruction, One shot, one bullet, one chance. I'm tired of believing, hoping, wishing I'm tired of living My life is just a sinister torture I just hope I don't catch tomorrow I live in vain, without purpose, without meaning I live only to suffer Self-destruction, One shot, one bullet, one chance. I'm tired of believing, hoping, wishing I'm tired of living My life is just a sinister torture I just hope I don't catch it again tomorrow. I don't believe in better anymore, I don't think there's space for me anymore, I don't believe in tomorrow anymore. Self-destruction, One shot, one bullet, one chance. I'm tired of believing, hoping, wishing I'm tired of living My life is just a sinister torture I just hope I don't catch it again tomorrow. Day after day, night after night, Eternal torture I cry among whispers... -------------------------------------------------------------------

Impress me (English version) Written 11.09.2023 I'm impressed It's feel real I am not easily impressed  Come on, impress me Let's see what you can do Get on the beat Baga, baga, baga-te pe beat Baga, baga-te, pe beat Flames on the beat Flames, flames on the beat Flames, flames on the beat Come on, impress me Let's see what you can do Get on the beat Baga, baga, baga-te pe beat Go ahead, go ahead Flames on the beat Flames, flames on the beat Flames, flames on the beat for Suno competition press Play ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Impresioneaza-ma (versiunea in romana) Scris 11.09.2024 for Suno competition Am impresii in cap Si ma simt adevarat Nu sunt usor de impresionat  Hai impresioneaza-ma Sa vad ce poti in fapt Baga-te pe beat Baga, baga, baga-te pe beat Baga, baga-te  pe beat Flames on the beat Flame, flames on the beat Flame, flames on the beat Hai impresioneaza-ma Sa vad ce poti in fapt Baga-t

Running from myself June 10, 2024   Running from myself I became a ronin I belong to nothing Living on the edge of faptic   Running from myself I became static Living non-ecstatic I care about nothing   Running from myself I became eretic Losing sense of etic I hide over burning   Running from myself I became silent Screamming in my silence I can’t overhear   Running from myself I became lonely I hide from interactions I don’t believe in anyone   Running from myself I became a ronin I belong to nothing Living on the edge of faptic

Dancing with Death (English version) May 9, 2024 The bells of eternal silence sing Great beautiful sublime Great beautiful morbid I live even though the future didn't give me a chance, I live even though my future is dead. The bells of eternal silence sing In the sweet ringing Sublime perfumery Soft morbidity      show me the way From which you turned my path. The bells of eternal silence sing I sat at the table Instead on the table You turned your back on me And you left me alive Even though you took my life I sat at the same table And you left me alive Just to give you my life The bells of eternal silence sing --------------------------------------------------- Dansand cu moartea (versiune in romana) May 9, 2024 Bat clopotele a tacere eterna Prea frumoasa sublima Prea frumoasa morbida Traiesc desi viitorul nu mi-a dat o sansa, Traiesc desi viitorul mi-e mort. Bat clopotele a tacere eterna In dulcele dangat Parfumiera sublima Parfumiera morbida Arata-mi drumul De la care mi-

Unansered Questions (English version) May 9, 2024 What is the purpose of living? When you no longer have any purpose to live. What is the point of being alive? When everything that made you feel alive disappears. Ask and hope Search and despair You are sinking into the swamp of madness, Looking for a form of immortality Because in the end,      everything has an end Same ending What's the point of looking for an endless road? What's the point of trying? When everything you tried you failed. What's the point of looking? When everything you found you lost. What's the point of wanting more? When in the end you just despair. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Intrebari fara raspuns (versiune in romana) May 9, 2024 Care e scopul sa traiesti? Cand nu mai ai nici un scop in viata. Care e rostul sa fii viu? Cand tot ce te-a facut sa te simti viu dispare. Intrebi si speri, Cauti si disperi, Te afunzi in mlastina

Insecurity (English version) May 9, 2024 I still wonder why I still lay in this fucking world With no purpose, just lost dreams I still lay in this fucking world I still wonder Why? I was always looking for a place Which I didn't find at all Just broken dreams Ruined hopes I'm just a waste in wind I still wonder why I still lay in this fucking world With no purpose, just lost dreams I still lay in this fucking world I still wonder Why? I never found my place I didn't belong to anything And when I hoped I only had to lose I still wonder why I still lay in this fucking world With no purpose, just lost dreams I still lay in this fucking world I still wonder Why? I no longer believe in hopes and people Everyone and every thing  is only temporary As fleeting as the past Past from which I got lost I still wonder why I still lay in this fucking world With no purpose, just lost dreams I still lay in this fucking world I still wonder Why? I don't believe in tomorrow anymore A

Using Who ? (English version) April 17, 2024 Using me, using you, using who? Fake human interaction Smile for the camera!!! We speak in famous quotes, We smile like stars, We fart only daisies, The world lives in elegant corsets. We are all chic ladies Even men, not to be a heretic We are small, beautiful, cute, But a little bit fake. Using me, using you, using who? Fake human interaction Smile for the camera!!! We spin the world around us As we like "There is no one more important than me" Anyone who doesn't like me has a problem I don't have any farts in my brain. Come on, today is a celebration Smile in the camera You have a chance to be important Everyone sees you for 15 seconds Don't think that you really meant something. Using me, using you, using who? Fake human interaction Smile for the camera!!! We're all just numbers In surveys, in percentages  Forget the interaction Unfollow, unfriend, block, Next, another one To  admire me  to look at me.

Puppeteer (English version) April 16, 2024 I'm not your puppet in tears You are not my puppeteer You prefer fake people so they use you You want colored hearts that disappear in the fog You choose ugly lies to guide you You are looking for useless people to pretend to be wonderful I'm not your puppet in tears You are not my puppeteer You ask for kindness when you only offer indifference You ask for tolerance when you block others You demand respect when you only show arrogance I'm not your puppet in tears You are not my puppeteer I don't lie for fame,   not even for money I have nothing to lose I'm already lost All I have left is my dignity, not to forget that I am human -------------------------------------------------------------- Puppeteer (versiune in romana) April 16, 2024 I’m not your puppet in tears You are not my puppeteer Preferi oameni falsi sa te foloseasca Vrei inimioare colorate care dispar in ceata Alegi minciuni fromoase s

Solitude April 9, 2024     Solitude             the dance of the broken soul between cheap people, fake humans, pretenders of love.   Solitude             the dance of the broken soul between fake relation, cheap situations, lost times.   Solitude             the dance of the broken soul between useless information, fake state of mind, pretended happiness.   Solitude             the dance of the broken soul between cheap people, fake relationships, broken souls.

Rejected (English version) April 8, 2024 Rejection, the only thing received from life Rejected from life, rejected to be born Existence rejected Rejected to be born Lost in life Rejected when I breathe, when I speak Rejected when I breathe Rejected that I live Rejected as existing Rejected when I scream Rejected even when I'm silent Rejected whatever I do Rejected even when I don't do it Existential rejection Of the one who is too silent to believe Rejection as an art Lost in life                                                   Just reject -------------------------------------------------------------------- Respinsa (versiune in romana) April 8, 2024     Respingere, singurul lucru primit de la viata Respinsa din viata, respinsa sa se nasca Existenta respinsa Respinsa sa se nasca Pierduta in viata   Respinsa cand respir, cand vorbesc Respinsa cand respir Respinsa ca traiesc Respinsa ca exist   Respinsa cand cer ajutor Respinsa si cand tac Re

 Attack (English version) Written   April 4, 2024 I hunt you, I follow you, I attack you I hunt you, I follow you, I'm only attacking you in your mind My indifference is the best revenge But you stay hidden Don't let me know when you come back I already left.        I hunt you, I follow you, I attack you I hunt you, I follow you, I'm only attacking you in your mind My indifference is the best answer But you are hiding Maybe I'll give you another chance Even if you don't deserve it. I hunt you, I follow you, I attack you I hunt you, I follow you, I'm only attacking you in your mind Indifference is the best answer Each one with her trauma, But yours is not mine And mine is not yours.   I hunt you, I follow you, I attack you I hunt you, I follow you, I'm only attacking you in your mind Indifference is the best revenge But you are hiding Anyway, you don't have the courage to confront Who are you a hero

The Smell of Death (English version) Written April 2, 2024 Sweet smell             premonitory of the end Sweet perfume             inviting to death Beginning of the carnal end Premonitory of escape             from life, from this state.   Continuous perfume             conveyed by the near end Gentle call             to the eternal end Dear liberation             from carnal suffering Flavor enhancer             of tender flowers and perfume What envelops a body             summoned by Death I feel you and I feel them             those who will go far away Smooth  road to Death     If you know what I mean or if you feel the same, please contact  me. --------------------------------------------------------------------- Mirosul Mortii (Versiune in romana) April 2, 2024 Dulce mireasma             prevestitoare de sfarsit Parfum dulceag             imbietor spre moarte Inceput al sfarsitului carnal Prevestitor de scapare